I only wanted you to listen.
I never meant to start the fights.
I promised to be true,
so what the fuck does that say about you.
Going through the motions day after day
left me with nothing but a negative outlook on everything.
I never asked for help,
I don't think I could.
I was meant to learn how to survive on my own.
All those nights I drank myself to sleep,
all I wanted was to be at home.
I never learned to be alone,
stuck in the cycle of a broken home.
I never knew who truly cared
until I had nowhere left to go.
What is this hell that I've made for myself.
I was given every route to take, but I dug a hole in place.
What is this hell that I've made for myself.
I was given every route to take, when will I find my place.
I was given everything, but didn't know what I had until it was too late.
It took years of failed attempts at replacing what I had never lost.
Ungrateful, Ungrateful: the only word of my persona I see fit.
Shameless, fucking shameless. There are some things I’d like to admit.
Rejected, rejected by myself.
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