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Haunt

from Introspect by Searchlight

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lyrics

Am I alive?

I'm fucking hopeless and I'm not okay.
I carved my face to push you away.
I never had an ounce of faith in myself,
so why would you have faith in me?
I've had enough of walking into a wall.
I'm embarrassed by myself although I won't say anything.
And every night I revisit my pain,
it carves a hole in my chest that swallows me.

There's a reason why I cry at night.
A haunt behind me I could never fight.
Can't find the courage; wouldn't know where to start.
But I will stay my course before I slip away.

No matter how hard I try I still slip away.
No matter how hard I fight, I still slip away.

It feels like I’m slipping away.
It feels like I’m losing myself.
I only have myself to rely on.
But how can I do it anymore?

Am I alive?

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from Introspect, released February 1, 2016

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